I'm eligible again for the MAB... :(

Dear God...here we go again. I have to say that my butthole is winking at the thought of having someone nominate me for the MAB. That's NOT a good thing. I DO NOT WANT TO BE ON THE MAB AGAIN!!! I swore up and down after the MAB term I went through in 2005 that I would NEVER sit on the MAB again. Well, 2 years have gone by. So has my view. Sure, I'll sit on the MAB again, but only if I serve that term with my good friend and mentor, Stungthumbz, and he's not eligible again for another 2 years. :D

I swear, if anyone nominates me for this next term, I'm going to rip off both of their avatars arms and beat them repeatedly and forcefully over the head with them. There is not a snowballs chance in hell that I will serve another term WITHOUT Stung.

For six months in the Fall of 2005, I spent every Thursday behind my computer screen, dealing with problems and with imbiciles and felt like I was the only one besides 5 others that did anything on my term. I worked my ass off for 6 months, basically for nothing, only to hear stories of horse farts and deal with drunken colleagues.

I had a major meltdown after my last term and I'm still not fully recovered. Meanwhile, I've been through that sham called the There Fashion Challenge and let me tell you, I'll be damned if I do anything for the community at large ever again.

My Therian little bro sent me an e-mail with the link to the Zoomerang survey and said that he wanted to be nominated. I am almost tempted to e-mail him back and say, "Why? WHY? Why in hell do you want to be a paper doll for the staff on a board who has no impact whatsoever."

Knowing that I'm eligible again for the MAB just sends chills up my spine. It is NOT an experience I care to ever repeat again.

Oh, if someone nominates me, I'm putting them in a hurt locker. They'll be lucky if they find their ass 5 years from now with how hard I'm going to kick it.

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